I'm Old

I'm just so sick of seeing the title of that last blog entry that I just had to write SOMETHING to make it go further down the page.  I don't have anything in particular that I'm planning on writing here..... just writing.  Today is my birthday, well for 10 more minutes anyway.  The big 38... too weird.  The numbers keep getting higher every year and the mirror tells me that lots of time is passing but I still think I'm 17.  Okay, maybe 23 (that just sounds better even if it may be more like 17).  I've turned into one of those middle aged people that say "I don't feel a day over 17".  I guess I should clarify "feel".  My body does feel somewhat my age, I'm talkin about how I "feel" between my ears.  Today was a bit of a bummer.  No ones fault, I just had a sick little boy to stay home with and take care of.  I was going to go to lunch with my mom and sister-in-laws but I had to cancel.  I couldn't leave Jack.  So we sat on the couch or cuddled in the bed most of the day.  That actually sounds pretty good now that I'm writing it and I guess it was except for the occasional vomit.  Tonight John and I went to dinner and a movie.  We saw Australia.  It was a really good movie... and Hugh Jackman  *sigh*  WOW..... I didn't know..... now I know.... WOW.  People magazine got it right this year for sure.  Well, I have 2 minutes left of my birthday and John said he's give me a message (he HATES giving massages) and I probably won't get one after midnight so I best end this post.